今天是情人节，又是一个人度过。我的感情好像都敌不过时间。
好像就是一定要在这一天单独一人。

我希望明年不会是如此。

然而，我也蛮享受我的单身生活的。因为，要去哪里就可以去。和朋友出去也不用交代得比较带我爸还麻烦。哈哈。

现阶段我只要专心的投入教会的工作，把男生先当朋友好了。我还有大把时间，不是吗?

我今年的期望

1. 在教会里服务。
2. 进入一所大学修读经济系。
3. 让我的爸妈放心得让我到教会去。
4. 买一架新手机。

前天我何椿萍去看了周董的《功夫灌篮》。

跟你说，超赞的!

虽然报纸上的评价不是很好，但我相信，电影好不好看是很个人的。

在这部电影里，周董拼命的耍帅，（可是真得很帅。）

他打架的戏根本是帅死了。真的。

连我这个八年的粉丝也不经意的重新爱上了周董。

哈哈！

他那场要和曾志伟的离别戏让我好感动啊。

加油， 杰伦！

“

O Lord, You have searched me and known me.
You know my sitting down and my
rising up;
You understand my thought afar off.
You comprehend my path
and my lying down,
And are acquainted with all my ways.
For there is not
a word on my tongue,
But behold, O Lord, You know it altogether.
You
have hedged me behind and before,
And laid Your hand upon me.
Such
knowledge is too wonderful for me;
It is high, I cannot attain it.
Where
can I go from Your Spirit?
Or where can I flee from Your presence?
If I
ascend into heaven, You are there;
If I make my bed in hell, behold, You are
there.
If I take the wings of the morning,
And dwell in the uttermost
parts of the sea,
Even there Your hand shall lead me,
And Your right
hand shall hold me.
If I say, “Surely the darkness shall fall on me,”
Even the night shall be light about me;
Indeed, the darkness shall not
hide from You,
But the night shines as the day;
The darkness and the
light are both alike to You.
For You formed my inward parts;
You covered
me in my mother’s womb.
I will praise You, for I am fearfully and
wonderfully made;
Marvelous are Your works,
And that my soul knows very
well.
My frame was not hidden from You,
When I was made in secret,
And skillfully wrought in the lowest parts of the earth.
Your eyes saw
my substance, being yet unformed.
And in Your book they all were written,
The days fashioned for me,
When as yet there were none of them.
How
precious also are Your thoughts to me, O God!
How great is the sum of them!
If I should count them, they would be more in number than the sand;
When
I awake, I am still with You.
Oh, that You would slay the wicked, O God!
Depart from me, therefore, you bloodthirsty men.
For they speak against
You wickedly;
Your enemies take Your name in vain.
Do I not hate them, O
Lord, who hate You?
And do I not loathe those who rise up against You?
I
hate them with perfect hatred;
I count them my enemies.
Search me, O
God, and know my heart;
Try me, and know my anxieties;
And see if there
is any wicked way in me,
And lead me in the way everlasting.”
- David

Wow. And I don;t know what I should say.
It humbles me. Sometimes we think that the dark deeds that reside in our hearts are only known to us. Sometimes we think that things can be covered and left alone until we die.
But HE knows. He knows it when I am tempted. He knows when I am excited. He knows it when I am afraid. He knows what I want. He knows everything, even before I completely knew myself.
Imagine someone knowing me inside out, even better than myself.
It humbles me, indeed.
To know that God knows it even before I have the thought of giving in for the sake of convenience. He knows it even before I am triggered by a depressive though. He knows me when I am heading towards destruction.

And then I think again, why do I have revelations, when it seems to me that I am such a ridiculous, compromising person.
And in the midst of this monotonous day, doing montonous tasks. God touched me again.
No, it doesn’t mean that all my problems will go away, nor does it mean that those things that tempted me wouldn’t appeal to me any longer.
It just mean that the internal battles I have been fighting ever since the day I have been a Christian is worth it.
He is worth it.

And I don’t know if you, who is reading this words, even know Jesus, or God.
But what I would like to tell you is that, there is more to life than chasing things that disappear…. eventually. Yes, that million dollars may seemed real, right this very second.
Yes, those emotions that you feel might seem real.
But there is more to life. There’s gotta be more.

Don’t let circumstances get you down. (yeah I know, easy for me to say, right?) But really.
Let’s take everyday as a gift from God.
Let your Father God be the reason you wake up in the morning.
And not that guy/girl, that money, nor whatever that you might think of.

We are loved by the Creator of the universe, the creator of this world, of the flowers and Chopin and everything beautiful. And powerful.

Let’s behave like heirs, and not servants.

Well. I watched CJ7 with my mum last weekend. It was pretty good.
With a meanigful plot and everything, depending on your tastes.

SOme say Stephen improved. But for me? I still prefer the nonsense that he is so good at in movies back in the 1990s that make me laugh like mad. perhaps those movies are rather crazy and nonsensical to some people, e.g. my dad, my uncles,….. but I still like him doing all the cute, albeit sometimes disgusting tricks that make me laugh until my middles hurt.

(Did you know that I had a crush on Stephen CHow back when I was like ten years old? lols. And at THAT time, I actually thought that he is handsome.) *swoons*

Lols. and now he is an old man already.

Ho-hum. But i still like him. I think he’s still a good actor and everything.

Watching Kungfu Dunk tonight.

Oh yeah, and by the way.

I haven’t got a date for Valentine’s Day, not that any of my other friends do.

Which is okay, right?

LOLS.

*rambling and mumbles”

You know you love me,

Dinnie

New year was good.

And I missed church’s people. But that is not a very holy reason, right?

I missed service last weekend. And I missed many other things as well.

If you considered people a thing.

Heard the big hoo-ha over the Edison Chen photos in the news on TV, paper and everything.

But what really moves me is when Edison responded to the media and said,

“This is not a game, this is my life.”

Well, isn’t it true?

Sometimes we get so caught up in all the bright lights and gossip and everything when there is a celebrity scandal.

But do we really stop and think that these are people’s lives.

Not just something that stops after the papers stop reporting it.

Gillian and Cecilia (the 2 female stars who were involved) are women. Who shouldn’t be insulted in this way.

And the biggest question now is ARE THOSE REAL PICTURES?

But I find that I don’t really care much about that.

I want to know WHO did that.

And why would they do it? To make the girls go through such a traumatic experience?

Well.

Off the topic, or rather, somehow linked.

Why do I like Jay Chou so much?

Yes, he’s cute and yes, he’s got talent.

But many other singers might have that as well.

What moves me (and so many other fans) is that he is so sincere in his music.

And! He is nice to his mum.

Which is *cue giggles* so sweet!

And wow, I have yet to hear any scandals about him, (not that I would believe it.)

Okay, enough of the blabbering.

Anyway, KUNGFU DUNK is screening on the 7^th Feb!!!

And CJ7 (you know, the Stephen Chow film about the weird but cute alien dog that he picks up in the rubbish dump.) on the same day.

And I believe that this movie would be one of his famous, rags to riches.

Or if he doesn’t get rich, he will get the girl, as always.

And Jay is on the Cover of FIRST magazine!

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